你的回答，我不会忘记

“即使你舍得舍弃我们之间的羁绊，我也不会让你离开。”你说的，我就信。

你的回答，我不会忘记。

扼杀

我又一次扼杀了一段羁绊。

我以为这次，

我们可以是不错的伙伴，

我错了。

原来，这样的我

真的找不到永久的羁绊。

不可能。

我的极端，扭曲的关怀

逼着你一步步退开。

如果没有那条简讯，

或许一切都会保持一样。

可是时间不是沙漏，

不能倒过来重来。

所以，我只能看着你

像手中的沙一样

溜走。

我愈抓紧，

流失的沙愈快。

碰到你时的窃喜，

聊心事时的心疼，

不能挽回的懊悔，

短短的十天，

谢谢你，让我经历了

我不能忘记的

“羁绊”。

一次次上线的

讯息窗口弹出

让我心都漏跳一拍。

当我一再期待

上线的人是你，

我知道那已经

是不可能发生的事。

我握着我的期盼，

慢慢地看你走远。

期盼变成冷酷的事实，

我也会退离你的生活，

如果那能让你好过，

我会毫不犹豫，

带着一丝的不舍，

给你留下最美的祝福。

放心，我是重生于

灰烬的朱雀。

我会好起来，

让在远处的你，

不用担心我。

这是我能给你

唯一的，

也是最后的，

承诺。

给YD的信

哥，

可能是太阳太烈了，把我晒得有些晕眩。又或许是因为我的生意上出了些问题（卖家拿了钱跑掉了），弄得我一直皱着眉头，皱到我神经错乱了。突然，我想写信。我曾说过你的出现让我有了一些创作的灵感，那么你可以不必把以下的话当真，就看作是我的创作吧。看看就忘，不要挂心或觉得冒犯了哦。

你说不想谈你和她的事。的确啊，我没资格说什么，毕竟我只是你生命里出现才几天的人。可能我这个人比较爱胡思乱想吧，也可能是这种事情我听了很多。而往往在朋友身上看到的都是悲剧。我讨厌悲剧，所以不希望我的朋友身上再发生悲剧，因此我变得多管闲事。即使我被你讨厌，我还是按捺不住想要劝你寻找更好的幸福的冲动。昨天晚上我说的故事里的女生或许在你眼里就是你的公主的化身，而你自己则是永远敌不过猎人的那个书生。可是当你是为了那女孩牺牲的时候，可否感觉到也许也有人在做你的“书生”呢？

哥哥你是个浪漫的诗人吧，我觉得是这样的。诗人对感情都比较敏感，所以你做事情都是照着感觉走。所以即使你和她分手了，你还想保护她，因为你的直觉告诉你This isn’t goodbye, even as you watch her leave。的确啊，那时候的分手isn’t goodbye。因为你还在她身边守护着。You swear you won’t cry, even as tears fill your eyes, you swear you won’t cry. 因为你是坚强的青龙神兽的化身呀。

或许跟着感觉走是没有错的。Any other girl, you’d let her walk away. Any other girl, I’m sure you’d be ok. 那么请告诉我吧。Tell me what makes a man wanna give her all his heart, smile when she’s around, and cry when you’re apart. 你知道的吧？If you know what makes a man wanna love her the way you do, you gotta let me know. So I can get over you, 这样也许我可以放心让你这样追求下去。

告诉我，what makes her so right? Is it the sound of her laugh? That look in her eyes? 她的眼神让你陶醉了，她的温柔让你迷陷其中，她在你的心中是你所要一辈子保护的公主。When do you decide? She is the dream that you seek, that force in your life? 我想你会回答说：“我不知道什么时候，这种感觉在碰到她的时候就有了，应该可以说是直觉。”我想可能是前身的注定造成的，那是一种本能的觉醒，一种与生俱来的使命吧。

记得你说，也许你不值得她爱。所以即使你没有错，你也会低下头说对不起。 When you apologize, no matter who was wrong, when you get on your knees if that would bring her home.是吗？只要她呆到你身边，不管什么代价你都能付出，无论多么痛苦你都能忍受下来。是这样吗？

Tell me what makes a man, wanna give her all your heart. Smile when she’s around, and cry when you’re apart. If you know what makes a man wanna love you the way I do, you gotta let me know, so that I can get over you.

呵呵，我是不是很多管闲事呢？抱歉咯，请继续往下看吧。当我说废话也好，请继续看看我要说的话吧。如果我叫你放弃这个女生，应该是不可能的吧。虽然other girls will come along, they always do (因为你的气质不错，也很帅气),可是你一定会说，but what’s the point when all you ever want is her。是啊，你会像故事里的女生那样对佛说，因为相爱。可是我很怀疑“相爱”里的“相”字的存在意义啊。相爱，就是两人互相爱着对方。那女孩爱着那猎人，猎人也爱她么？爱么？如果不爱，那么应该叫做“单恋”吧。单恋啊，多么苦涩的一个词。你的生活是否能少一点疲惫，少一点辛劳，少一点苦涩呢？突然，我觉得我是成长在多么轻松的环境下啊。

那个女孩子也许真得很棒吧，但我先认识你呀，所以我带着有色的眼光看他。不过，这样的话，你会伤心的对吗？你希望在别人眼里，她也是跟在你眼里一样那么美丽的，对吧。所以呢，你化身为保护她的青龙，挡掉所有丑陋的东西，让她永远是个美丽的公主。既然她对你来说是重要的，是美好的，那么对我来说，她就是完美的公主殿下。我呢，不是当公主的料，比起公主，我更希望是战士。在青龙的左右站的是朱雀，白虎和玄武。那么请让我成为朱雀（我是热情的火焰，哦耶~）吧，在你的周围和你一起战斗。你很强，一个人就能保护公主，不需要我来保护她，我呆在你身边只是因为你是你，而我只是，一个希望捍卫知己的幸福的我。所以在你保护公主的时候，遇到不愉快的可以来找我；当你一个人觉得太多事情压着你，让你很疲累的时候，可以靠着我；没什么事的时候只想找人聊天的，我也会随时在场；而当你快乐的时候，我想我会感觉得到（我自觉得自己的直觉很准的哦），所以不用来找我，去享受你的快乐吧。

最后，我想说一句：“你的后背有我看着，放心往前奔驰吧。”说这句话的时候，我一定是满脸笑容的对着你竖起大拇指的。你曾经说你是个不怎么信任别人的人，我想知道如果我说这句话，你会信么？你对我的信任，是一开始就觉得我可以信任还是渐渐觉得我可信任呢？请讲实话哦，我相信你不会骗我的，所以呢即使是完全不信任我，也请说吧。妹妹我可是粗神经的，所以不会感到伤心的。

最后的最后，你可以把这篇文当真，也可以把它当作我的一种文学创作而已，全凭你对我的信任。对了，英文部分是一首歌词哦，我只是改了一点you,I,she,her的，来配合一下我的文章。

最后的最后的最后…其实没有了。

就这样。

小哈 于2008年6月21日星期六书

我不知道的感觉

我在想，是什么，到底是什么东西让一个人即使生病了还会为另外一个人做饭，照顾那个人。不，他们不是情侣，也不是夫妻，只是…要好的朋友。他是这么说的。又是什么东西让他们天天见面，在彼此的家里度过一天，第二天同样的一群人又到他们当中的另外一个人家里度过另外一天。

那种东西，我没有过，也不会拥有。我说，我有很多朋友，但这样的朋友我又有多少？是谁？是谁扼杀了我拥有如此知己的时光？我自己么？

遇到了这么一个人，他有这么一群朋友，我在他们身上看到了那样的羁绊。我永远不会懂的羁绊。如果，只是如果，我早些认识他，或许我会知道。但现在的我认识了如今的他，所以我不懂他。他说，他可能是在追她吧。追着好朋友的心情，我不懂。被好朋友追的感觉，我不会知道。但我认识的只有他，所以她对我来说，只是聊天时谈起的一个路人。可是对他来说，当他说到她时，他的心里是不是酸酸的又有点甜甜的？我仿佛看到他在说她的时候，嘴角微微上扬的样子。当他吃着她煮的东西时，他心里是不是绽放着光芒，因为她为他煮饭了。还是心里头痛苦地下着雨呢？因为她不懂他的心。或许她是懂的，只是在等他开口。

我想笑，想笑自己的傻，自己的胡思乱想。他，不过是认识第7天的人。我这么多的猜测，凭什么？我这么多的顾忌，又是什么？难道我又要回去拥有黑暗心灵的旧我？我不过是想要知道我所不知道的感觉是怎样的。可是知道了之后，又能怎样呢？

不要，不要吞噬我阳光的外表。请黑暗的内心就一直呆在内心里就好，不要表现出来，不要。没有人需要知道我内心的黑暗的。

现在的我，想要被人拥抱。不是恋人的拥抱，是友情的拥抱，是兄妹的拥抱。耗子哥，我想你了。很想。如果你在新加坡，我会毫不顾及地冲过去抱住你，希望你也能回抱我。可是你在的地方，离我好远好远…

SDK & Jadou Photoshoot

Alright, I had the SDK shoot on 7th June which was last Saturday. The weather was very bad. It kept raining but we went ahead with the shoot at Chinese Garden. Alucard remembered the shooting day wrongly. He thought it was on Sunday. But he still came in the end. However, as he IS a sunlight freak, there wasn’t much sunlight so he didn’t catch any satisfying photos. Macross, Swiftwing and I tried out a couple of poses that I wanted to try. I printed reference pictures and since we had quite a bit of time [there's 3 cosplayers, 3 photographers and 1 onlooker], we tried to make the photographs as close to the reference pictures as possible.

Kei came late and after he came, we helped with the make up and clothes and wig. The boots I bought for him were still too small for him due to it been female cut. So we had to shoot with any shoes. I wasn’t wearing my clogs as well because one of the “teeth” broke. I only wore it for posing. I was not satisfied with my make up on that day. I guess I should not have put lower lashes for Sasuke and my Maybelline Angel Fit foundation was not very good for cosplaying I think. It was too white and does not give much coverage. I still preferred Missha’s foundation. I think I will go and buy it soon.

Today, I had the Jadou Photoshoot. Keika was the most troublesome character I had done so far. All the belts and stuff. I was melting in the PVC costume, I think I will turn into a pool of liquid on Cosfest. The long wig was tangling and frizzy and the red part that I coloured with permanent marker stained my armwarmer, my face and the other white strands. It caused the left side fringe to be pink. =A=

But I love the fake lashes for Keika. <3 Today we also did a couple of yaoi poses. Hope they turn out well. Ah, I used Missha foundation today and it was definitely a lot better than Maybelline. Seriously, I think I only look good when I have good eye makeup like today.

Oh, I sucked at photoshopping my pictures. Darn. And my phone is super lousy as you can see from the noise level on the picture.

~~Hal

p.s. Why do people always follow what I do and then snatch business with me? ZZZ. If they have good business ideas, think of it and start it before I do.

Hana Matsuri: Chapter 3

Hana Matsuri – Flower Festival (花祭)

By Hal

Disclaimer: All characters belong to Inoue Takehiko. I do not own them and I won’t dare to say the ideas for this novel is purely original. No literature work nowadays are purely original, we all get our inspirations from somewhere.

Kanon-Canon - 50-50 –: Oh, I’ve listened to Catch Me already, seems like something Sendoh will do, or Rukawa. They are both the type to do that. Hahaha. But oh well, more development of the plot first!

Tensai11: Thanks for the comment on the grammar. As for the usage of “yea”, it’s my own habit. >.> I will take note. Thank you!

All readers: Gomen ne, another filler chapter… hohoho. Really busy with things (excuses…) such as work, cosplay and interviews. Darn. I can’t even have time to sit down to think through the story properly. =x I’ve re-wrote this chapter’s first few chapters more than three times.

NOTE: I changed the time frame to early winter in Chapter 1[it used to be early autumn] because I realized I made a mistake when calculating the time needed for progress of the story. Hontou gomen nasai! Also, I deleted the original chapter 1 and re-upload a new chapter 1 instead of replacing it so I guess the reviews for chapter 1 are gone. I’m so sorry. =x

Chapter 3: Hanamichi Asked

It was slightly more than a week to Christmas and Sakuragi Hanamichi had been living with Sendoh Akira for about two weeks now.

Hanamichi knew little about this young man who was housing him because when Sendoh Akira was around, he always distracted Hanamichi with all his flirting. That made the innocent red head forget all the questions he wanted to ask Sendoh. When he finally remembered again, Sendoh was either out of the house or was “working” in his room. Ever since Hanamichi had moved in, he knew that Sendoh was always working to help him with his situation right now. He did not seem to have any other job but how he was able to afford this house and all their living expenses, Hanamichi did not know. Youhei could not have probably paid Sendoh because he was only doing a part time job.

Hanamichi had not seen Youhei ever since he came to Sendoh’s place to stay. Both Sendoh and Youhei thought that it would be best if Youhei did not come to visit, in case someone was following him. He was Hanamichi’s best friend after all. Nor had Hanamichi been allowed out of the house so as to minimize the chances of being spotted. Red hair was rare in Japan and would be easy to catch unnecessary attentions. So, other than household chores and cooking (grocery shopping excluded too), Hanamichi had practically nothing to do. He was screaming with boredom after three days of such life and became significantly more violent. Treasuring his life, Sendoh Akira finally agreed to let Hanamichi play basketball at the court behind the house. Even though Hanamichi had spent the first three days exploring inside and around the house, Hanamichi had never noticed there was a court until Sendoh mentioned it that day. It seemed as if the brunette had conjured up the court out of no where.

For all the strange things that Sendoh Akira was, Hanamichi could not deny that he was indeed a nice person. (It would be nicer if Sendoh would just stop wining the one-on-one basketball matches that they sometimes had. Hanamichi was seriously annoyed with Sendoh for playing basketball better than him.) He was easy-going and friendly, always making Hanamichi feel at home and had never once asked him to do something he did not want to. At the thought of this, the image of Sendoh hugging him and licking his right ear while he was washing the dishes last night popped into Hanamichi’s head. Hanamichi’s face turned beet red. Throwing down the chopsticks he was using to arrange the teriyaki chicken on the plate, he flayed his arms above his head fiercely, in an attempt to wave away the image in his head.

“Teme!(1) Of all things, I have to remember that. That sick perverted hedgehog. @*$@*&!*#&,” more gibberish came out of Hanamichi’s mouth as he remembered yet another incident of Sendoh slipping his hands underneath his sweater. Stomping up the stairs, red hair seemingly ablaze in the air, he kicked open the second door from the staircase landing, the door that belonged to Sendoh Akira’s bedroom.

“Get the hell up, you bastard!” Hanamichi crashed through the poor tortured door. “Wake up wake up!”

In one quick motion, he pulled the blanket off the lump on the bed, successfully exposing the sleeping form to the chilly winter air.

“Hmm… another five minutes,” the raven hair young man mumbled as he rolled to the other side of the bed and attempted to pull up the currently non-existing blanket. Another second later, his body “graciously” met the floor with perfect intimacy. He was immediately awake as coldness stung his naked back, causing him to spring up to his feet. Standing tall at 1.91m, Sendoh faced the raging red hair boy in his room.

“How may I be of help to you so early in the morning, my Hana dear? A hand job, perhaps?” Sendoh smiled and gracefully ran his long fingers through his locks of hair that were not spiked up yet.

“…” a vein popped on Hanamichi’s forehead. Balling his hands into tight fists and repressing the urge to punch the person in front of him, he said through gritted teeth, “no thank you. Just come down for breakfast already.”

“Why are you so annoyed this early in the morning, Hana?” Sendoh frowned.

“I’m not,” the younger boy shot back.

“Let’s see. Is it sexual frustration?” the taller man asked, trying to sound innocent.

“NO! I said I’m not annoyed already, which part of it do you not understand?” Hanamichi said loudly with a very red and hot face. “And it’s not early in the morning; it’s ten for your information.”

Sendoh winced at the slight ringing in his ears from the loud voice of Hanamichi’s. “It’s already ten? Oh my god, I have so many things to do today! You should have waked me up earlier!”

“Well, it’s not my fault you didn’t want to wake up. I did tried at seven but you did not respond at all,” Hanamichi crossed his arms and his lips went into a small pout without himself realizing.

“Oh. I’m sorry. Guess I was in a deep sleep. I didn’t mean to blame you at all. I only got to sleep at three plus this morning. The next killer is tough as expected. Last night was of no avail as well. I’m sorry that I’m not helping much,” Sendoh sighed and sat down on his bed. He rubbed his temples and his eyebrows drew into a knit.

‘He looked like shit lately. The dark eye circles are getting worse. He’s really doing a lot to help me…’ Hanamichi felt guilty and useless at the same time. Neither Sendoh nor Youhei would let him into what they were doing and they did not tell him about anything at all. He walked away from Sendoh and stopped at the doorway. Without turning his head, he said, “Thanks. Please come down for breakfast when you are ready.” With that, he walked off quickly, closing the door behind him.

Sendoh stared at the closed door, it was rare for Hanamichi to be this soft and polite to him. Smiling to himself, he saw in his head as he closed his eyes the images of Hanamichi at different activities. Cooking, washing up, doing laundry, playing basketball, falling asleep on the sofa, blushing… Everything about Hanamichi had a pink and warm aura around it.

“You’re so cute. I think I’m really falling for you, Hana… But…” Sendoh spoke quietly to the air in front of him. ‘But can I? I somehow know that we are impossible.’ He completed in his mind, Sendoh could not bring himself to say this aloud.

Hanamichi sat quietly at the breakfast table after setting up the table quickly. Someone out there wanted him dead and he did not know who. Nor was he doing anything to find out. He was not allowed to be involved. Youhei and Sendoh knew something but they were not saying. It was tempting for Hanamichi to do something like going out and hunt down the killer himself, but where could he start? Not to mention if he did that, Youhei would be very angry and worried. Hanamichi did not want to create any more trouble for Youhei, who was not only his best friend but his “father” of some sort.

“This cannot go on. I must do something. I am the target after all,” he chewed on his lower lip and pulled at his red locks. “I cannot just sit here and wait for people to protect me. First step will be to interrogate that hentai. I know he know a lot. I will start off with something casual and keep my distance from him. I will not let him distract me this time. Yosh! Ore wa Tensai desu! I can do it!” Hanamichi punch a fist in the air as he grinned at his own plan.

“Do what?” Sendoh appeared behind his chair, startling Hanamichi into jumping out of the chair.

“Waaah, don’t sneak up on other people!” Hanamichi huffed and sat back down on the chair. “Sit down and eat your breakfast. It’s teriyaki chicken with rice and miso soup.”

“Great! I love the Japanese food you made, Hana,” Sendoh rubbed his hands as he took a seat at the table. He was sure that Hanamichi was up to something because the red head would not look directly at him and the tips of his ears were red. Those were signs of him hiding some thing or telling lies. Sendoh had noticed that for a while now.

“Erm… Anou(2)…” Hanamichi paused in the middle of a bite. He chewed on his chopsticks and pondered on how to start the conversation.

“Yes?”

“Akira, what is your job? I mean like, what do you do as a living?”

“Well…”

“If you don’t want to answer, that’s ok!” Hanamichi felt like slapping himself for blurting that out. He needed to get Sendoh to talk, it would not help at all if he personally told that it was ok for Sendoh to not say anything.

“No, just that it’s rather hard for me to explain my job,” Sendoh put down his chopsticks and rested his chin on his hands which were propped up on the elbows. “You can say that I work for a government.”

“EHH?! Really?” Hanamichi stared wide-eyed at Sendoh. “You are only 20 right? And you work for the government? You must be really smart then.”

“Yes, it is a little young to work for the government even at the place from where I come from.”

“You are not Japanese? But your Japanese is really good, I can’t tell.”

“I did my best to learn the language, haha,” Sendoh smiled.

“So what are you doing in Japan?” Hanamichi probed further.

“To… protect you.”

“What?” Hanamichi was again shocked. “You came to Japan just for that? Why would you do that? I don’t know you nor do you know me two weeks ago! How on earth did Youhei get to know you? Who are you exactly? What is going on? Everything seems to be so complicated!”

“Hana,” Sendoh spoke slowly. “I know things are complicated but I urge you to stay calm and please know that I will do whatever to protect you. Leave it to Youhei and I. We will tell you when time comes.”

“When the time comes? So when is that? You never gave me any clear and concrete indication. Look, Sendoh Akira,” Hanamichi said firmly. “I am the one they want to kill, I have to right to know why. You know the answer, so tell me. Since you are protecting me, let me know what is going on so that if anything happens, I know how to react. You will tell me right?”

“I…” For the first time, Sendoh was at lost for words.

“Please, Akira,” Hanamichi looked at him straight in the eyes, eagerness and curiosity burning.

“I can’t,” Sendoh sighed. “I’m not in the position to tell you. It’s far more complicated than I can tell you verbally. It’s too hard… and… this is not the right place…”

“So you can’t tell me?” the red head sat in his seat, dejected. “Who can? Youhei? Let me speak to Youhei then.”

“No, Youhei can’t either. The person who can tell you… you will only be able to meet him four months from now.”

“Four MONTHS?” Hanamichi repeated unbelievably. “I would probably die a couple of times by then.”

“Don’t say that,” Sendoh reprimanded. “I won’t allow that. Don’t you trust me? Don’t you trust Youhei?”

“I…” Hanamichi bit his lower lip again. “I don’t know. I guess I do… but you are not telling me anything.”

“It’s to protect you,” Sendoh said. “I know it’s hard to not know what is going on. But I promise that it is for the best.”

“Okay,” Hanamichi sighed. He could not explain it but there was something in Sendoh’s voice that made him place his faith in this spiky-hair boy.

(1) Teme: Damn

(2) Anou: Well… (as some kind of prompt to start a question)

A/N: Yes, I entitle you the rights to kill me. I made this chapter slightly longer (300 words more- than the previous ones as a compensation to all those waiting. But it’s still a filler chapter after all… and… pardon the stupid title. I can’t think of any for filler chapters. I will make no promises for the next chapter except that Rukawa is making his appearance. –digs hole and hides-

一个头两个大

上阵子的那件衣服的事解决了，那个人其实也有苦衷也很讲理的。我那时太冲动了。

天啊，这几天超忙的。

甭提Cosplay的photoshoot要来了。忙着改服装，做道具，弄发型，真的会死人。话说昨天在改一条裤子的时候，剪到自己的手指。狂汗。还有，我发现了一个天大的错误。我把Hani-senpai的衣服的颜色彻底地弄错了。请打我。我又得延迟计划了，重新做一件上衣了。老天啊，我郁闷了好久。

嗯，要先整理一下cosplay的事务，这样我自己比较清楚。哈哈。

Things Needing of Modification/Done:

• Sasuke: make clogs, black tabi socks, yellow sash; top is too big but sent for alteration already, new contact lens, toy
  
• Momiji: decided to only do the pink version, shorten the brown pants, style wig when it comes
• Hani: find pink shirt to wear inside, remove stripes from pants REMAKING TOP
• Wolfram: get white shirt, improve the necktie, collar chain, secure collar, boot covers, secure slanted belt
• Keika: black turtleneck top, remove badge and re-do with cardboard, shorten belts, add cloth bands to secure belts, style wig when it comes, elf ears, earrings

希望我的佐助的隐形眼镜会在7号之前到，不然我就完蛋了。现在在做的淘宝服务让我忙得焦头烂额的。

我没时间写文，也没时间翻译，我感到很抱歉。真的很抱歉哦。

现在想杀人

我他妈的想杀人。

你说6月要用，我说好的。我说过了东西会在4月底开始动工，那如果你不需要的话，为什么不早点说？你他妈的现在想拍拍屁股就走吗？

东西怎么办？我要付钱吗？我他妈的生气，气得我什么都做不了，也睡不着。140元，我怎么拿得出，拿得出， 我要那样东西来做什么？我家里不能放的，你他妈的给我负责好不好？我要气死了。

我该怎么办？靠，我真的想杀人。

欺骗

可能是我无能吧，领导才能不及他人，和别人合作的时候性格太过懦弱，所以我当不了领导者。不能当领导者的人是不被他们需要的，所以，我失败了。彻底地失败。最后的一线曙光在昨天也销声匿迹了。

一直以为自己是个领导者，在学校的时候，的确是几度被推选为班长的。不过原来我不是。我的才能、智慧、领导能力，一切的一切都一再地被否定——这只能说明一件事。我，都只是活在自己虚荣心所制造出来的假象中。所谓的才能、所谓的智慧、所谓的领导能力，那只是我自己凭空捏造出来的一个“我”。真正的我其实根本就没有那些，所以经验老到的面试官们一眼就识破了。

人会撒谎往往是为了想得到某样东西。而当谎言被拆破，撒谎者的唯一下场就是失去她想得到的东西。所以，我失去了到剑桥修读的机会，因为我得不到奖学金。可能我这辈子都会为这件事而感到遗憾吧，或者我应该什么都没感觉，因为如此的机会对我来说本来就已经是奇迹了，那么奇迹又怎么会在短暂的时间内，在同一个人的身上发生第二次呢？

我欺骗了世界，欺骗了自己。我，真实的我，其实什么能力都没有。

Monochrome Factor, Nabari no Ou

Ok, I just watched and read Monochrome Factor and Nabari no Ou today.

先说说隐王吧。BL的成分很少，或者说没有。不过这样的故事很容易就能YY的。毕竟有很多很有趣的角色，然后所说的话或者动作都能有“进一步“的解释，也不会很勉强。模棱两可的对话和举止。角色的设定有一点像火影忍者里的。比如清水一家就像宇志波一家一样。不过比起鼬，我比较喜欢清水雷光。性格上比较阳光[?]，本人对冷酷的人较为感冒。而且他的衣服我很喜欢呢，头发还是粉桃色的，oh my天。想cos他了。D= 壬晴是可爱的主角，我喜欢。宵风，他和壬晴不知道会怎么发展，我很期待，希望他不要死去，或者消失。惟老师，他和壬晴的妈妈似乎…嗯，好像有一腿，那个片尾曲的时候，他吻着一个女人，雷死我了。*爆* 漫画和动画的发展差不多一样吧，嗯，我应该会跟下去的。

再说幻影少年。我先看了动画，因为有人说是BL！所以我就兴致勃勃地冲去看了。的确啊！kisu kisu!好萌哦。不过白影的那口红我不敢恭维啊。主角的口头禅是“因为我无聊“。符合我的口味呢。暧昧啊，这两个人。看到白影的样子的时候觉得似曾相识，后来才知道动画的监制是Loveless的，难怪了。话说漫画版一点都不暧昧，一点都不BL,没有kisu的。是很热血的少年漫画。本人不会因为这样就放弃的，因为腐女的本性就是YY!我会坚持到底！YY王道，暧昧王道。

加油咯，暧昧的帅哥们！

p.s. 当时设置这个博客的时候，我把语言设置为英文，我现在发现自己还是喜欢用中文发表啊。